Illusion

My new book got published.

Channel 4 requests an interview.

And somebody puts the New York Times Book Review in my hand.
A review of Leah Hager Cohen who calls it 'excellent work'.

CNN Turk is in my Outlook with very much interest in this 'upcoming' and talented Turkish-Dutch writer.

Even when, in my Miu Miu suit I walk back to my car after the launch party..the phone keeps ringing.

I feel great..this is why I worked so hard; people like my book..

And then...I wake up and see the grey clouds from my bedroom.

I turn around and continue as I don't care.

Isn't everything an illusion?